you cannot seem to speak,

without spears getting in the way first,

mercilessly marching forwards to my fortress.

your criticisms far outnumber your praises.

i will never better your expectations,

nevermind, nevermind.

you do not know me.

i am not who you judge me to be,

placing me under dim yellow candlelight,

contradicting yourself then blaming others,

you do not know me

you do not know me

living in the same house,

yet, you do not know me

bullets from your eyes

tear without love into my flesh

that does not fit in

i refuse to submit

you will stop toying with my feelings.

i am not who you think i am,

sullen, solid guards block my escape,

but desperation drives people further than you think,

i will get out,

one day,

who cares about your army?

--By Yue Lin, ' Just A Guest in Your House'.

You lying bastard.

You idiot.

You goddamn piece of shit.

You lying, hypocritical, fucking idiot.

I could come up with a million names for you;

and still, they would not be enough.

Nor will they ever be.

Damn you.

Practise what you preach.

You must always be polite to the opposite party. Smile.

My worksheets flutter to the ground, forlorn.

Always pick up after yourself.

Plates get left behind. Dishes remain in the sink. Newspapers clutter up the table. Clothes left on the sofa.

Practise what you preach.

Never blame others for your own mistakes.

Newspapers on the floor? My fault. Dishes not washed? My fault. Clothes not hung in the certain manner that you like? My fucking fault. Remote control left on the sofa? My fault. Fan left on? My fault.

Never be arrogant.

Practise what you preach.

You claim you have good inter-relation skills. If you did, this fucking entry wouldn't be here, idiot.

Don't be a hypocrite.

What do you do to me every goddamn day? You put me down, you piece of worthless junk.

Practise what you preach.

Be a good role model.

You've failed here. All the fucking way to hell. Damn you.

Practise what you preach.

How do you expect me to respect you?

About time you started following your own advice.

People get tired of those who don't follow their own ethics.

Practise what you preach.

Never good enough.

Nevermind, nevermind.

I don't bloody care.

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